personal reflections. for you, this was not just a news event, as you began to hear what happened there at the world trade cent. these were people you knew. you knew many of the individuals who lost their lives that day. tell me what you started feeling as those names came forward to you on september 11. >> well, you know, like you, governor, you can't get over the magnitude of what has happened. at the time, what was happening and since i've beeorn covering wall street for so many years and at that time, covering wall street for so many years, i immediately got on the phone to see if a lot of my buddies and sources and pals were okay. i put in a call to david alder at alder asset management. he later died. tom ganny from canter fitzgerald, he later ed. so many more, so many more funerals and events and eulogies i had to be a part of.